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sorry readers,

you'll have to see me with emo unhappy post this few days.

i'm just really tired.

i easily feel annoyed if people keep asking me questions.

even if they ask me to repeat what i just said.

i don't feel like explaining nowadays,

people ask me why, i'll go nvm -.-

so please if you see this, don't ask me why.

i'm just plain tired with life that's all.

i just need somewhere i can rest my head,

waking up and have nothing to rush to finish up.

i want to find someone to lean on,

where i don't have to say my problems and they would know,

what i was thinking and things that are bugging me.

i just want a peace time,

a beach would do, i love beaches, the sand.

so relaxing,

or maybe just make a trip to the swimming pool,

drown myself in the water and just hear the flow of the water,

nothing else. when can i have all this?

i'm fine btw.

just feel like saying it out.

(:

眼泪，

好难控制，

若有一天真的崩溃，

请不要叫我停止哭，

因为我终于让自己发泄了。