Hey peeps! A new year is coming! And i'm currently not excited with it at all. I'm going to be away from my friends and i don't want to be. I want them. I've miss them like shit this holiday. Even if i even went out with them someday. I would miss them the next second i don't see them. I know i know. I'm being EMO right now but i can't help it. I don't want anything to change. Since almost all my friends are going to sciencestream and i'm in artstream?! Not like i'm blaming anyone for the stupid changes but it's just i'm accepting many changes each single freakin year. Damn it! I don't want those changes. Why can't everything just stay like it is? Just stay like it is before. I don't like the feel that me and my friends are getting apart! I don't like the feel that i'm being replace! I don't like the feel to be ignore. I don't like the part where i'm no longer close to the person i use to be close with. Maybe i'm caring too much but i can't help it. I can't stand myself for always mumbling or getting emo over small stuff which probably some of you don't even care. A friend of mine told me that i shouldn't keep worrying about friends stuff if the friend only care about you as a spare tyre. Why do i always get the feeling i'm the spare tyre? Why am i always the last one to get the updated news? Why is there always a wall between us? Damn it! I hate it! I hate myself being emo!!
Ignore this post you shall. Anyway's i change my blogskin. I think black suits me more. More than white.
Wanting you,to be wanting me.
No that ain't no way to be.
How I feel, read my lips,
because I'm so over..
Moving on, it's my time,
you never were a friend of mine.
Hurt at first, a little bit,
but now I'm so over.
I'm so over it.. I hope i can get over it fast.
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