It's the first day for a new month. 18 more days till competition.
Yikes!! Nervous! Today went or PMO practise.
The first time i feel like sooo useless in the room!
My erhu sucks today! My skills suck! I dunno what is happening to me.
I'm already in a bad mood when i first start to lose my focus.
Chee Han teach me some stuff out there and he ask me to practise at home.
And the stupid me forgot to bring my erhu home today!
And i promised him i will practise!!! Damn I'm dumb!
I can't seem to get used to my new erhu 'gong'. Darn!
Arrggh! Even if i say what problem i'm having you guys won't know.
So, i will skip that part. But then i feel really guilty today.
My seniors have been treating me really nice.
And i think they saw my tears that are almost coming out.
They comfort me. I feel so.....uselesss!!
Why i'm so lousy? Why others can be soo good and i can't?
I'm the problem. I'm DUMB!! Yeesshhh!
I need a loooott of practise! And i mean it!!!
Haihh. Then when it's lunch time. I met up with Sin Ee.
My crazy flirting partner. xDD
And i ate my bread which was my lunch and we talked.
Hahaha. Then we camwhored. Really stupid and silly pictures.
Will upload them soon. The pictures are with her.
=)))
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