Scream!

You know what? I sick of always thinking how ppl will think about me.

If i publish this post. Now, I DUN CARE! Don't like it here. GET LOST!

It's seriously really UNFAIR if i keep keeping it to myself!

This is my BLOG! And i got my RIGHT to say whatever i want.

i REALLY ca't stand some people around me.

All they do is running towards me when they have problem.

When i have problem, what do they do? They ignore me.

If i ignore them, they get angry. WTF!

I got my own life here ok? when i need you guys, where were you?

I always tried to be there for you but were you?

Or from the whole beginning you don't even think that i'm your friend.

Or maybe to you i'm just a spare tyre. Or a book?

You can just borrow me or find me when you want me.

Too bad! I'm telling you i'm not going to be so STUPID anymore!

When i'm having problem with my another friend, you think you have it too.

But next day what i saw was YOU being close with her infront of me!

I know i can't control you whether to be with ur friend a not.

But at LEAST care about how i feel? No you don't.

You never care how i feel! You never even took a look at me.

And the whole time you left me alone when you got your friends.

You only come running for me when you're alone or needed my help.

I don't know why i simply not able to turn down your request everytime.

Why do i have to be so SOFT-HEARTED? Especially to people like you!

I know no one is PERFECT. I'm not that good either. But at least tried!!

An action TRY can change a ot of things. Think about it!

I'm someone who cares about the realtionship between me and my friends.

I don't like to lose someone as a friend and if i got there's a problem,

I always CRY which i hate to see myself so DUMB!

Why do i always cry when i face this kind of problem,

AND when that person doesn't even really CARE whether i'm dead or not.

One day i will tell you face to face! And i MEAN it!!