Wednesday, July 16, 2008

16 July 2008, Wednesday

WHY am i always the one to first say sorry after a fight..??
WHY am i always asking ppl to think positively when i keep thinking negatively..??
WHY am i always giving ppl advice when nobody can give me one..??
WHY am i always the one suffering and EMO and nobody knows..??
WHY am i always the last one to get noticed with problems..??
WHY...WHY.....WWWHHHHHHHYYYYYYY??????
it's not that i dun like to be there for people..is that like nobody understands me..
from primary school, i keep helping my friends to get through their problems..
i'm really glad they come to find me cause i feel that i'm somehow their friend..
and i'm really happy to help them out..Shin Yi having friends problem..
when apparently i'm having one myself..i just have a cold fight with that girl..
that girl is not Shin Yi..that girl is one of my bestest friend..but maybe i'm not hers..
everytime after i finish talking on phone with her..i really very happy..
cause normally when i have difficulties..i'll call her to tell her everything..
i don't know what else can i say..i'm really blurr and gloom these days..

My wish of the day:
:: I hope everything can turn out just right when i open my eyes the next day ::

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